indescribable.

since the last entry, i've had an amazing relevation.

if i could share it with ya in just two words:

knowing Him.

everything i ever need, desire, strive for begins with those two words (i realised).

i say, i need more faith.
i say, i want more compassion.
i say, i want to fear You more.
i say, i want to bear more fruits for You ...

in response God said if you want all this, then seek Me first.

i didn't know what to say. dumbfounded, yea a little. speechless, completely.

it only makes so much sense. how did i ever expect to see the outcomes first without the single most important thing? the intimate relationship with the Source of all these things which i so desire. if you think about this, everything comes down to those two words.

absolutely everything.

you want to know the meaning of life?
you're tired taking on all this by yourself?

you see, it inevitably comes back to knowing Jesus, knowing just where we stand and that He has always been waiting for us with arms stretch out wide, waiting to embrace us. again and again and again ...

it is only when we continue in this relationship with God that we will experience the things and life that we earnestly desire manifest itself, naturally (!)

this relevation couldn't come at a better time.