i'm not dead!

hello. i'm still alive.

i'm actually looking forward (believe it or not) to this time next year when hopefully i won't have to write a line like that for a long while.

actually around this time every year i usually return from a little (totally hidden) resort called 'school of interior design'. i mean, deep inside i actually enjoy it but for the most of it, its a struggle once you're inside. its one of those places where as soon as you go in, you disappear within its walls. (let me tell you, places like that DO exist!) its as if the world you know, you knew before walking in, suddenly freezes for the time you're in there. and for the sake of producing great design, many (like myself) forfeit sleep, health, sleep, maybe a social life, sleep again, the relaxing (actually far from it) cycle goes on until you feel your entire body waging war against you to simply say something like 'stop it, you're hurting us'. you lose track of the time and when you DO return from this resort, you sorta don't know what to do with yourself!

ooh. i think i could write more about this resort, in which i'll be returning again early next year but i'll won't. for the time being i just want to say, hello!